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(Sunday, December 26, 2004-)
+12/26/2004 08:45:00 PM]*
# spinning head-
My head hurts. Been sleeping badly. Got home 4 plus in the morn. Izzy,Dawn,Leslie,Aki,Jon and me were in town. We watched Phantom of the Opera. I love that musical. Should I have something to eat later? I feel a little hungry.
I need sleep, I warrant thee!
Chorus of the day
" Oh, all the promises we made
All the meaningless and empty words
I prayed, prayed, prayed
Oh, all the promises we broke
All the meaningless and empty words
I spoke, spoke, spoke"
Promises by cranberries
you got me hiding under my bed
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(Tuesday, December 21, 2004-)
+12/21/2004 09:28:00 PM]*
# U'll be surprised-
The prolonged sickness im experiencing is such a turn off. Cant sing. Cant play. Cant crap. Just look dumb dumb and all. Sitting there allowing conversations to pass. Maybe it's a lesson. "How to be a better listener". Am i happy? I've yet to decide that one. Life's pretty stagnant at the moment. I love going out and stuff with em pple, but rite now i feel a lil too sick to enjoy hanging out.
ok...this is odd...a try at writing a song? LOL..dun laugh k..dun laugh!
Like a nightmare comes to me [composed by me]
What's with the words
Bringing me down inside
Tearing out my pride
Taking me for rides
If you thought u helped
stop ruining with lies
If you thought i liked
stop wasting your time
Give me leave to hide
I need a brand new kite
Patched out of memories
Going twice and going gone
Nothing's right yet nothing's wrong
Traded me for vacant dreams
Like a nightmare comes to me
What's with the cries
cast me out of your sight
driving me out of my mind
stroking burns u ignite
If you thought u gave
Make merry with lies
If you thought i had
Quit being a bitch
let me give you a hitch
I need a brand new kite
Patched out of memories
Going twice and going gone
Nothing's right yet nothing's wrong
Traded me for vacant dreams
Like a nightmare comes to me
I need a brand new kite
Patched out of memories
Cast them all away...
you got me hiding under my bed
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(Friday, December 17, 2004-)
+12/17/2004 09:12:00 PM]*
# -
OK. NEVER write in fragments children! But ya know wad..i dun really care. Coz I like. Fragments are so easy. So like me. All pieces, but all link to the same thang!
Ok, let's talk about last night. It was supposed to be a party people! Went to Jon's fren's (Josh's) house to "jam". Ended up sitting for a while and going off coz it was rouge time! Jo and I took the bus 131 (i think)..we were supposed to alight at Novena Station. But being the smart ass i was, i saw that one of the bus-stops had bus 851 and i got down the bus on impulse. I mean..straight bus to home rite? WRONG. Almost got knocked down by a damn bus. It was so horning at me! OUCH! Ok. As if that wasn't bad nuff, i decided i couldn't wait for 851 any longer. So i went back to the other stop and took a bus to Novena station for real. Felt real pissed at myself. Crappy crappy!
So i was bladdie bladdie late. Yep..i mean it!
Met them up only around 8.30 when i was supposed to be there by 7.45pm! WTH rite?
*party begins*
It started out with electrico...I LOVE da lead's voice!!!!
Ok..then there were some games and stuff. Aki won a consolation prize..lucky him!
SO anyways..Manda got drunk..kinda bad and stuff. (dun need to know the details)..
The rest of us were booggying on the dance floor. Stange things happened..ahem* ahem*..lol..funny things too...dawn and i did lesbian dance.so evil of us..haha!
After that we went wild and tired. Manda had to use the loo..for practical reasons(u guess)..everything became terribly messy and we were all disoriented!
Finally decided to go off..lol..Happily..darn tired. Had a fever..still have it..sucks huh? Too much smoke aint my thing!
*muack*..hope u guys had fun too!
you got me hiding under my bed
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(Tuesday, December 07, 2004-)
+12/07/2004 09:22:00 AM]*
# NUMB-
Another Lyric entry. The song's Playing.
Linkin Park- NUMB
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
you got me hiding under my bed
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